I’m running out of options really quick. If I don’t find some sort of job in the next 2 weeks I’m going to be evicted. So that leaves me 3 options if one of these places call back.
Become a stripper
Start slanging bud
Join the army
At least those come to mind first
I’m a strong independent gamer who needs no tutorial
my sexuality is ‘people tell me im cute but no one actually wants to smooch me wtf is wrong with you assholes’
I miss having someone to wake up to. A good morning text or phone call, something. I kinda just wake up, and the day is there. I never really have anything to look forward to lately. Time just keeps creeping closet to whatever its leading me to.
Anonymous asked: do you honestly want to be in a relationship or do you just want to be with her again?
She’s happy with who she is with now. Of course I would want to be with her, but she’s happy. I don’t wanna ruin that for her just because I have feelings for her. She deserves more than that. I had my chance and I screwed up, so the only thing to do is move on. I’m always going to care for her, but the reality is that we will more than likely never get back together. Sad truth to face, but as long as she is happy, I’m ok. She’s one of the best friends I will ever have. Just that is good enough for me I guess.
I hate it. Whenever someone gives me even the slightest bit of attention, and I start falling. I wanna do the honest thing and just be real, but its probably better for me to just not say anything for a while. Besides, its kinda hard to show you Im feeling you when you’re still trippin over some Guy who honestly isn’t worth your time of day. But that’s just an opinion.